Wednesday, July 30, 2008

I think i am going out of my mind




I think my family is causing me to go out of my mind. I want to scream and yell at the top of my lungs, for everyone to just quit it! I am tired of the silly games this family plays. I understand that everyone comes to this world with different challenges that we are suppose to solve while we are here on earth. I also understand that we have to be patient with people, because they might not be at the same level of understanding. I understand that some people just don't get it...even if it is glaringly obvious. Just because i understand all of this, doesn't mean that i like it. I want to jump up and down on certain members of my family's feet....."WHY DON'T YOU GET IT?!"
I have tried to take sides and not take sides. I have tried to completely take myself away from everything. It truly is a no win situation. Family will find you and drag you into something even if you do not want to go. They get angry when you don't choose a side. They want to know what you think, even if you swear you don't know. Ugh. Family, is wonderful...but why on earth cant we get along?

2 comments:

ConTorTion said...

*snnrrk* somehow i couldn't resist

You take the good, you take the bad,
you take them both and there you have
The Facts of Life, the Facts of Life.

There's a time you got to go and show
You're growin' now you know about
The Facts of Life, the Facts of Life.

When the world never seems
to be livin up to your dreams
And suddenly you're finding out
the Facts of Life are all about you, you.

It takes a lot to get 'em right
When you're learning the Facts of Life. (learning the Facts of Life)
Learning the Facts of Life (learning the Facts of Life)
Learning the Facts of Life.

End Credits
You'll avoid a lot of damages
an enjoy the fun of managing
the facts of life;
they shed a lot of light
If you hear them from your brother,
better clear them with your mother
better get them right,
call her late at night

You got the future in the palm of your hands
all you gotta do to get you through is understand
you think you rather do without,
you will never make without the truth
the facts of life is all about you

M said...

Wow big bro. (See how I didn't say your name?) Who knew you were a closet "Facts of Life" fan? Did you have the hots for Blair, Trudy, Jo or...who was the other one?

Mia - I loved the photo and I have felt this very same way several times. Maybe we should all just stop talking - radio silence - for a month and then slowly ease back into communication. First just non-verbal, then grunts and nods, eventually one complete sentences. maybe, in a few years, we can actually have conversations again.

Hmm. Uh. Yeah. Sounds good.